Thursday, May 06, 2004
Yeah...do i sound that pathetic?...i dunno...well, perhaps i did sound pathetic...ahhh...im hopeless...*slumps*...im hopeless in the workforce...im trying my bez u see...but some ppl juz don see it...or maybe they don bother about it...or maybe they acted as if they didnt see it...or wateva...
Am i being a selfish colleague?...i dunno...really...i dunno if i have the right to be selfish, but i think it is not wrong for me to feel like that...every ppl shld hav their own initiative...but apparently some ppl don have their own initiative to think further, despite having a high standard of education...yeh yeh...im juz a kid...not some University graduate.................
Everything seems endless to me now...im not enjoyin anythin...and i dunno whether i'll be enjoyin my future poly life...im stuck in a course tat im least expected to excel...something that neva ever came across my mind before this...and yeh, to make it even betta, im all alone...am i ever goin to enjoy that 3 years ther??...i dunno mann...i dunno........
Things are neva gonna be easy...so tats y ppl...plz lah hah...don grumble bout ur life...u r not alone in this world having dilemmas , problems and everything...bear that in mind peeps...
Im sick...and im tired...
