Sunday, May 16, 2004
Anyway...how's life people?...Are the exams over for u guys??...juz remember i believe tat all of u CAN do it...yeh...juz sat for my religous mid yr exams juz now...3 more subjects next week...i studied as usual- last minute case...have to memorize facts on wedding rules and stuff...hmmmphhh!...and Arabic was confusing but still managable...but dunno how i did lah juz now...juz wishing for the bez...
Very sorry to Fad coz i cant msn with u yesterday coz i was in the verge of breaking and cracking my long-lost brain...trYing to get all those rusted brain nerves work up again...and Hanizah wanted to ask me out on some stuff, but so sorry coz again i cant...arrggg...i suc a BAD fren...SORRY BUDDIES! Yesterday i went home late after my OT..usually i finished the saturday OTs around noon but it was much later than tat for yesterday...and so i didnt have muc time to study for my exams...and i have to sacrifice some value time with u ppl...SORRY SORRY!
As usual....juz now brought home clothes and changed after my class...met up with my parents and went shopping for some important stuff at Causeway Pt...it was so tiring, rounding about to find those stuff...and those stuff were not even for me...it was for someone else...*sighs*...but im being a good daughter and sister, so there i was being an excellent fashion 'supervisor'...muahah...*winks*...
Bought a Dano sweater-cum-blouse... grey in colour...very smooth and soothing...i fall in love with it the first time i saw it...and oh yah!!!...saw Fiz...ive seen her lots of time ther coz she's working at one of the shops ther...she didnt see me, but my mom was so kepoh...she even wanted to call her, but i forced her not to...looks like she's busy with her work so better don disturb...
Quite a long entry today huh?...so many things to tell, yet no one to tell to...so its only here ive got to vomit all these stupid thoughts and feelings...anyway, im making more frens with those adult colleages with him gone...he's not there anymore to make me feel like a loser...i feel so free...finally...not muc heartpain anymore...but still, thers some...its normal with working life, even in office surrounding like this...thers bound to be some errrr, what shall i say?...ok neva mind...4get it...im goin to be out of it soon rite...so why bother?...i shall juz enjoy this last few weeks...hmmmmm...
Im saying too much today...enough of it and im outz...... ">
