Monday, August 23, 2004
Oh. 1st day of my poly common test. FS, which is Fundamentals of Statistics. U noe, those frequency thingy? And sets, probability, combination and permutation. Everything makes up Statistics. How nice.
Hmm. Well, it was oookkayyy. Not really confident though. I muz say its fine, but being a careless person, i'm bound to make some mistakes. I was nervous and my hands were shaking. God knows why i was goin tat trauma. Must have been becoz of those slacking months at home before this. I was spending half an hour juz doin the graph question! Gawd. That cumulative frequency graph. I hate it when it comes to graph becoz my perfectionist character activates. Well, well lets juz pray for the bez...*prays*
Ok. So tmr is PSP1, which is Java Programming - my weakest subject. I have interest in it, but i'm blur. Haizzz. Wat a pity i dont have those fast working brains. So tat means i have to double triple study. No more complaints. Juz study.
After the test juz now, i decided to accompany Ayu becoz she wanted me to teach her PSP1. Funny, becoz i noe im not good in PSP1. But she insisted, and so i decided to stay for a while. Zana and her fren Siti met us and we had lunch together. 4 of us made a very weird group. I cant say im comfortable, becoz all of us have different personalities. I noe Siti, becoz she's in Zana's class, but we never ever talk to each other before this. Even though sometimes we saw each other in bus, we didnt [and never] exchange any smiles. And suddenly, we were together having lunch at one table. Not that im complaining. But, well... lets juz say we're different. But ive learn that poly life is full of different kinds of people. U meet people of different 'frequency'. Adaptation. Thats wat they call it.
The four of us ended up in the library. To study actually. Actually. Notice the word. I borrowed 2 english novels, despite knowing that its common test this week. *sighs* I taught Ayu some PSP1 concepts, and then at 3 plus, i went home. I cant stand it. I noe i cant study in groups. Especially with malay groups. No no, im not being racists. But the thing is, whenever in groups we tend to forget our real purpose of being where we are. And so i ciow.
In the bus i kept thinking bout one topic we discussed in the canteen juz now. About ferring girls behaving badly in public. I'm not siding anyone or myself, but i kept thinkin to why do people steroetype? One person doesnt represents the whole cohort, rite? Everything depends on our niat. But people take it for granted. Sad to say, it seems tat ppl are more concerned with the negative points than the positive points of ferring gerls.
Only God noes us better. People can judge, but the best judge comes from God. Only He noes.
Oh okay. Stop this emo thingy. I gotta go back to my revision. Gd luck to myself...!
