Monday, September 13, 2004
Ive left this blog empty for one whole week. I have the feeling that soon, i will leave this blog forever. Hahah. We'll see how it goes. Firstly, ive got no time at all to do blogging. Ive got tons and tons of projects to finish. Secondly, and most importantly is that im not taking any risk to blog online using my notebook. It has caused enough trouble to me and my notebook, and definitely im not taking anymore risks...
My notebook was gonecase. The virus has attacked wayyyy inside my notebook systems. I cannot do a single decent thing with it, and i ended up not doing any of the assignments and projects. I was left blur and confused in class most of the time. Im not really sure which caused the virus; Friendster or Blogger. Its either one. Kak Ain told me that one of her female colleague blog online using the company desktop, and as a result the whole company suffered some system breakdown. It was tracked that it was caused by a virus from Blogger. Mannn. She was given a warning and if she do it again, she'll be sacked.
See what i mean? Especially my notebook, which is already old. No more antibodies that is strong enough to protect itself from being attacked by any virus. I had to pay 600 bucks to repair my notebook. Luckily i had some money left from the previous job i had during the June holidays. I don wanna use my parents' money coz i'll be feeling darn guilty. And so i forked out my money, and now, im trying all ways to save my baby - my notebook.
When this notebook problem happened, i realised that my brother actually loved me a lot. [i cant believe im broadcasting this]. But really. Its true. He actually searched through all newspapers to find me the repair services in different outlets. It was him who rushed around Spore with my notebook in his hands to fix it, while i was happily chattin away in classes. He drove all the way from the shop, and sent it to me to school directly, hoping that i could re-install back all the school softwares and Operating System. He's the type of guy who dont usually run errands for people. He usually only stick to his own world, but this time it was different. I dunno wat to say. I was touched by what he has done for me. Im not that usually good to him. But he....
When i smsed him this morning about some clarifications on the software, he said he'll help fix it for me tonite. I smsed him saying ok and thx. He replied and said, "Its ok. Wat are siblings for right?" It was the first time in my 16 years of life, he actually said that. He's usually the kind of brother who helps, and go without saying anythin much. He keeps his emotions only to himself. He never show much feelings directly. But it was different juz now. I nearly cried. I noe i noe, im being emotional but i cant help it. Now, i realized he actually loved me and wants the best for me. Without his help, i wont be able to fix my noteboook and do my projects. I wont be this happy, feeling relieved that everything's fine with my notebook. All thks to him. Thank u, caca. I lurve u, my bro.
I'm being very emo now. Gotta stop it right. I have lots of projects and so many things to do. Having so many problems in each project groups. Different ppl, diffrent styles, meaning different problems. Urgh. Tough mann. Felt lonely sometimes. No one to tok to. How i wished God would send down an angel to me, so that i;m able to share my ups and downs in poly life with the angel. Perhaps we could help each other in many things, and share our lives together. Hmmm. Being emo again. [shrugs]
I missed my old buddies. I met my bestest buddy, Fad last Friday. I forced her to come into NP. I smuggled her in, and we talked and talked for hours in canteen 3. I recommended her the canteen 3 ice-kachang, and she bought it. Ouh. I missed my friends.
Ok dokie. Gotta get out of here now. So many things to do. Catch u guys a week later yah! "p
