Monday, October 04, 2004
There's no more school, no more lessons. The previous week was the last week of this semester. Well, at least for my course. [Other courses are still having their revision classes n stuff] Last Friday was PSP1 exam, and this coming Wed is CSA exam and lastly this coming Thursday is FS exam. Cool. Only 3 exams this end of semester. And then? HOLIDAY!!! Wohooo!
Soooo. Im now in school. Was not supposed to, of course, but i came to self study in the library as usual. Ive been here since 12 noon. [Alone, as usual.] Stopped studyin at exactly 5pm, becoz i cant take it anymore. My stomachs are grumbling, and my hands are cold. My heads are spinning, and my brains are crammed. And i decided to come here n update my blog.
CSA topics sure have lots of facts to memorize. Those computer terms and definitions. Blah blah. Tried memorizing and understanding those facts juz now. One thing i learnt from my disaster Pure Bio experience in sec school was never to memorize facts without understanding. Like duh. Pity me coz ive juz realize it since then. Hah.
There's this one malay guy who sat besides me juz now when i was studying. I usually studied at those individual 'cubicles' u noe. Very quiet n peaceful. This guy was sleeping, with his laptop switched on infront of him. Muz have been tired. Who cares. But wat i care was the sound he was producing. Yeah. He was snoring. Loudly. Ppl should noe by now tat libraries are usually darn quiet, rite? So can u imagine the sound? In the middle of silence? And the person is rite beside me.
Cant blame tat guy. Muz be really tired. Juz last Thursday i slept in the library accidentally. Alone. I didnt snore, mind u. I was in the library from 3pm. Around 3.50 i suddenly felt so tired, i needed to lie my head on the table. The next minute when i opened my eyes. i noticed it was 10 mins to 5. Fuh. Nearly one hour! Wasted the time juz like tat. This was the 3rd time ive slept in the library, in one semester. Lucky no one steal anythin of mine. Anyway, i dont think anyone would want to take my cheap cheap things... So no worries. Heh.
Enough of this sleeping stories. Back on some serious business. Ouh. Im thinking of finding some jobs. But mannn, i dont think i can. Becoz Hari Raya is on 14 Nov. I hav to stop workin by then. And my 2nd semester starts on 6th December. Working for only 1 mth plus is juz gonna be a nuisance to the employee. So how huh?
Very boring. Im bored im bored im bored. It seems that my activities in school are always the same everyday. No exciting happenings, no happy endings. And with school closing, it'll get even more boring. Well, lets hope i'll get some entertainment from my family. But i don think so. Hmmm.
Friends? Haiz. *big sigh* Ive been missing my old buddies. My life has been quite meaningless without the faces of my old buddies. [Well, errmm not TAT extreme lah] But sometimes i wonder how it feels to have ur own cliques back with u. Im not a choosy person, i go along with different kinds of people, but the thing is people don go along with my kind. Don ask me wats my kind, becoz its too complex i dunno how to xplain.
Well, well. Never mind. Juz few days ago, i chatted on MSN with one of my sec friends. Its been such a long time since i chatted with my sec friends, let alone meet or talk privately. People are getting busier day by day, and i still wonder why i am here pondering over these things. Maybe its due to the fact that sometimes i get too lonely in my world. I like keeping to myself, but too much of it can sometimes makes me feel too lonely.
And the blame should put on no one, but myself.
Ok. I cant spent any longer here. Ive yet to revise the last bits of those CSA topics. Need to refresh some parts here and there. Until we meet again people. Njoy! "D
