She was trying hard to forget about it all this while. She has really been trying hard not to think bout it. She was letting go of the fantasies, dreamz and hopes that one day she would be noticed. She do not see him anymore. She do not think bout him anymore. She tried to let it go. She was going back into her normal life. She was trying...
But he appeared out of nowhere. He appeared at a time when she was trying hard to get back into her real normal life. He came back. His shadows haunt her. His smug look on his face disturbs her. And the more she hated it, the more she felt troubled.
But this time she's determined. She will be strong. She's no longer the weak girl she was in 2004. She has new hopes, new aspirations and new goals. She will move on, and she will work hard towards a new beginning. She's a new person now. Still a mysterious butterfly, she'll continue to be one of the underdogs. Only this time, she'll be a better person with new dreams, and new hopes, in the new year 2005.
InsyaAllah.