Monday, February 21, 2005
So i got my first choice for my Major selection, that is Networking, but why don't i feel anything? People are supposed to be happy for having their first choice chosen, but i dont feel anything. I was confused between Bio-Informatics and Networking, not knowing what to chose actually. Finally i decided on Networking. I shld be happy right? But why do i feel so unsatisfied??
Perhaps its got something to do with her. Ive got no idea. Im being a bad person. Im being mean and selfish, and i hate it. Why do i have such feelings in myself? I should get rid of these negative feelings. Its poisoning my mind and feelings. And thats very bad. Very bad. I wish i could do something bout it.
Im falling sick again. 2 droplets roll down my cheek in bus juz now, only because i was trying hard to control my cough. Its got nothing to do with crying, coz its juz the use of my internal energy trying to control something. With a bad cough and a continuous running nose, i dunno whther i'll survive for Polympics tmr. Surely hav to depend on Ayu and Nani i guess. But Jun, lets do it okai! U must NOT act like you are sweeping the floor, and i MUST get rid of my paiseh-shy mode if we do not want to make a fool out of ourselves. Aharkz.
Seriously i need some gula-gula hacks now. This cough is bad and uncontrollable. Maybe i shall juz go to the kitchen and hav a spoon of ubat batuk ibu dan anak.
Work hard ppl. But stay fit and healthy always. Cheerios! "D
