Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Im getting pissed with all the things thats goin on around me. Im getting pissed with myself, thats for sure. Im a weak person. I hate the fact that im sensitive, im weak, im smug, im bossy and im egoistic. Im not a perfect person, and i'll continue on making things difficult for myself.
Projects are piling up, and im stressed. I noe im not the only one feeling it, because it seems that everyone in school is feeling it too. Everyone is busy and everyone is stressed up. Ive got 3 projects goin on now. Going crazy by the moment, definitely. We need teamwork, but i dont think i'll get that much. Im doin on my own.
CCC comm is making me crazy too, and im breaking down soon. How are we supposed to go on, if everyone is not working together? Ive missed 2 meetings, and i can feel everyone pointing the blame at me. Ive got reasons, but i still feel guilty and i hate that feeling.
To make things worst, my bro juz dont understand me. Being a poly student doesnt mean i slack all day. Im a tertiary student and ive got responsibilities and duties carrying that title. I am no more a kid, a small sister who grumbles and whines all day. Ive got work, projects and assignments to do. I am busy, i am stressed and i am all alone.
I could not have cope all of the things without the support of my frens. Im lucky to have met the ICT malay gerls. They brighten up my days in ICT, and i love every moment i spent with them. But sometimes, things juz get worst, u cant express it at all.
Take care dear readers, we shall part for now. Outz!
