Saturday, March 05, 2005
Sometimes i wonder what's the purpose of having me there, when i dont even do a single thing. But the thing is, i dont even hav much time to be there. When im there, i do nothing. Coz i dunno what else i shld do.
Why cant ppl understand me? Perhaps i should try understand them first before they can understand me. That should be done right away. But it'll always be the same. Nothing change at all.
I try to be a good person. Try to be a good sister. Try to be a good daughter. Try to be a good friend. But i don think i'll get wat i want. Coz im always wrong.
Aku berdiam diri sekali lagi.
Menyimpan beku di hati.
Kerna mereka tidak mengerti.
Hati yg sengsara ini.
Hatiku terusik dgn kata-kata yg pendek.
Aku tergamam. Aku terdiam.
Lidahku kelu.
Sekali lagi...
Akulah pesalahnya.
Aku bukannya manusia hebat.
Aku bukannya srikandi yg gah.
Aku hanyalah aku.
Seorang pelajar..
Seorang teman...
Seorang adik...
Seorang anak gadis..
Itulah aku yg sebenarnya.
