Sunday, March 06, 2005
Yesteday jun, een and i had our usual weekly sessions, then after that i met up with my longtime sec buddies, Yas and Ahmad. Its been such a long time since we meet up. The last time was during Hari Raya 04. So many things to talk about, but we had only little time. Yas had her big cup of Ice-Kachang while Ahmad had his Chendol. Me? No, as usual, i dont buy anything. And yes, within that few minutes, there were sooooo many stories. Hahahz. And guess who we saw? We saw Mr Nathan (our sec sch principal) and Ahmad cried out "Burung Sakti!!!" My gdness. Unitians shld noe wat he meant.
Ok back to serious business. Im still clueless on how to go about with my PSP2 assignment. This Friday is the due date, followed by its Walkthrough. And 3 weeks time to final exams. And i am still happily doin nothing bout it. Somebody please wake me up and shake my whole body.
Juz now during madrasah classes, those who got back their results for their O's were good. Most had below 20 points. Congrats to them. One of em asked me bout my course. I noticed ppl always gave the usual reactions whenever i told them the name of my course. Bo-ring. D-ry. Hahah. Well, im getting used to that. So its ok, tats fine.
Ouh and lookin back to the failures that i faced before this, i was a lil bit discouraged. I suddenly felt 'little' when compared to most of my frens who are now in JC. Coz i tend to remember back my o lvl results which was bad. But alhamdulilah, today's madrasah class helped a lot. Somehow it helps get rid of the negative thoughts im having.
Hadis Rasullullah s.a.w bermaksud:
"Sesiapa yang tidak redha dengan qadha' ketentuan Aku, tidak sabar di atas bala' Aku dan tidak pula bersyukur di atas nikmat-nikmat yang Aku berikan kepadanya, maka hendaklah ia mencari Tuhan yang selain daripada Aku dan hendaklah ia keluar daripada langit dan bumi Aku"
I'm grateful with what i have now. I am thankful and i appreciate the nikmats that God has given me. I may not be as clever as them, and my life may not be as perfect as them, but i am happy. I do not want to be chased out of this world (as said in the hadis above, nauzubillah minzalib), so i'll try my bez to achieve the bez that i can.
*Failure is a step towards success*
