Thursday, June 09, 2005
To the person, im really really sorry. I hope u dont take it to heart, coz i was having a hard day. Thanks for being an understanding fren, and once again im really sorry. Hope everythin's clear now, and please, anythin juz sms. No calls okie. Sorry again. Really sorry. "<
Phew. This is what happens when ur mind are always clouded with stuff. You do stupid things, and u end up being mad and ashamed of urself. I gotta take up some classes on how to cool myself down. These mood swings are really a burden to my own self. It only make things more terrible. Yikes.
Sometimes i wished...if only i had a sister. An elder sis or a younger doesnt matter, as long as a sister. Having a big bro is fine, but our age gap are too far apart to be having the same mentality and mind sets. And thats hard. I juz wished i had someone to tok to.
Im done with my blabbering, i guess.
Im still feeling guilty tho. Im never a good friend.
*sighs*
