Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Its not easy trying to act normal when things are not normal. And its not easy when emotions are attacking u, and u are forced to keep it hidden. And its definitely not easy when u are trying to focus, but u cant focus.

Ok, so now what. I noe im blabbering and all, but u noe these kind of things usually occur when u are left alone and u start pondering over unnecessary stuff. U start panicking, and u eventually start to worry. And knowing me, being the usual Fara, i stressed over small tiny weeny matters. And thats unhealthy. Veryyyy bad.

Projects are not there yet. Assignments yes, one or two. Still capable i guess. But then, why am i feeling sooooo negative-minded? Ok people, try to imagine this. Im really worried with myself. Coz im not finding any interest at all in this semester's modules. And i'm not having that on feeling that im supposed to have once school starts. Ive not yet spent hours in the lib like i used to in my first year. Im taking things very lightly now. In fact, too lightly. Im juz feeling.................blank?

Oh gosh. Im really worried now. WM classes are like soooo draggy, coz the lecturer talks in a monotonous tone. NF lessons are dry, as dry as the Sahara dessert. EBF lessons are oh-so-english-oriented, im bored with all the discussions and stuff. OOP lessons are okay i guess, but it'll get harder in the future. DB is ok, but im juz bored with it. Did i miss anything else dear 2nd yr IT-ians? Nop? Ok so there goes my complains.

Im whining. Im complaining. I noe that. And im bored right now. So yea, as usual its my blog im attacking. Its where i say out my frustrations. And as usual readers, u guyz have to bear with it. These things occur once in a while u noe. We gerlz tend to whine. And complain.
A lot.

I feel like going out for a while.
Oh im at home now.
Maybe i shall go for a stroll.
See ya'll.
*smilez*



... she says it all ...
4:13 PM



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