Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Went to the hospital with Ayu for her free injection, and went around Bugis Village for a while. Ayu was nervous for her new job, so i guess going shopping helped her a lot. Hope she's doing fine at her new job. You can do it, gerlfren!
Being in the hospital calms me down, and i juz cant help missing the environment of 'medicines' and 'first-aid'. I miss Red Cross a lot, and i kinda felt regret of not continuing with HQ. I think its quite late to say it now, judging from the fact that ive left RC for about 2 years now. It had been a major part of my life since sec 1, but i cant go back now coz ive chosen another route. I could have taken up Nursing for the passion i had, but no i didnt coz i didnt see any Muslimah in the NYP nursing uniform. So tats why im here now, in a course tat i hardly favour. But i'll survive insyaAllah. sigh.
I felt guilty since the day i stepped out of Unity, coz i never turned back to my cadets. Mostly becoz of my results i guess. Now, I know nothing bout how each one of their lives are goin on rite now, and it juz tells me wat a bad leader i am. We were the first batch to create the name, the passion, and the love for RC. Days i spent with the cadets were the best memories i had in Unity, and i never ever forget each one of them. That was where i first learned about leadership, discipline and friendship. I missed my other RC peers and my junior cadets. double sigh.
Ok enuf of the old stories. Shall forget the past, and focus on the future rite. Gotta make do with wat i hav right now, and pursue wat i can on the current route im taking. Tho i missed marching and shouting commands (coz tats the only place wher ppl appreciate my seriousness), guess now its all over in e past. Information Technology, here i come!
OOP and DB assignment due next wk.
Back to the IT world.
Good nite to all!
*smilez*
