Wednesday, January 25, 2006
LAN lab test was a mess just now, and im sure it was the worst test ive ever done before. I was completely lost and unsure of what i was doing. Ive never been this disorganised before, and realising it now, im disappointed with myself. Im not satisfied with the results for the other module group assignment, and for sure this lab test wouldnt be any better.
Academic aspects are going down, and i cant afford to continue like this. Thing is, no one around me seems to understand my situation except for a few. Life in poly is not only about slacking, but managing time well between studies and play. Thats the main reason for going into poly, to have free time for revisions. Not free time for play.
Frankly speaking, ive got lesser time for revisions now. Exams are in a few weeks time, and to digest everything in by that time would be a lil bit too late isnt it? I wouldnt mind burning the midnight oil, but ive got to consider the fact that granny is back and still ill. Sleeping under bright lights isnt a very good idea. And the wireless card is gone, which means no internet in school.
Its a bit hard to voice these things out, coz i couldnt find the exact person to really throw out these worries out to. It seems like everyone else is enjoying and worrying bout other stuff than school. And it just felt weird to be talking bout school worries, in poly life.
But anyway nadiah, thanx for hearing me out. You're the best.
*hugs*
And the poster's done, but the logo is not. The figures are done, but the things are not. The event is ok, but the participation is not confirmed. Now, tell me 10 good reasons why should be i paranoid when im not even the overall head charge? My part are done, but im still worried sick. The least i would want is support from the people, and tats all i need.
Presentation tmr, so im back to the tutorials. Its now or never, coz i noe i'll doze off soon. The eyes are getting tired, and the mind getting drained.
Have an early sleep tonite.
Sweet dreams.
-smiles-
