Saturday, May 27, 2006
Had a long long long blast from
the brother regarding studies.
Have been staying back in school for so many times,
but none of them for revisions.
And I dont like it when the school system takes out
that one study break week.
Study breaks are important, coz it helps us to catch
up on revisions and self-study.
So now they push it to after the exams.
Whatever for?
URGH.
And to a certain extent, i am mad at myself.
Too caught up in cca, tat studies are put aside.
Its time to have those aside, and focus.
My time management is just too bad.
Cik Rahimah once said to us during the meet-up session.
When we agree to hold a title, we agree to carry every responsibility that goes with it. Thing is, some people get too caried away with it, that they neglect their studies. And that must be me.
Like i said, bad time management.
Worst still, ive got no idea wats goin on in class. Everytime when there's an intention of doing a revision, other things popped up. And usually these things, are always always the same. But i cant blame anyone for that, can i? I accepted the role, i have to accomplish it. Now I might need to take more than one week to do those reading from the beginning to the end. Thing is, there's one more week only to commn tests.
One whole day of lesson, stayed back in school till night, reached home around 10, and accidentally slept infront of the laptop. Thats the daily activity for the past few weeks. Im even too tired to switched on the tv. If the laptop is alive, i'd bet it must have cried out helplessly for being overused. Switched on laptop, not to do revision, but to settle THE other tasks.
And i noe at this stage, my mom needs me.
I cant possibly leave her alone.
But i have to, when ive got to complete THOSE tasks.
Im caught between family and commitments.
Tell me wat shld i do.
Im tired.
Really.
Ok sorry, i noe im complaning and whining.
Whiney whiney fara.
-sigh-
Nvm bout that.
Goodnite everyone.
My legs are screaming for help; they are too tired after today's activity.
And BIG BIG thanks, to my MSS YEP facilitators.
Thank you for staying with us and running around and helping around and layan-ing the kids. It meant a lot to us.
:)
Later
Zzzzz.....
