Thursday, May 04, 2006
And being myself, i wouldnt stop replaying
the scene again n again in my mind.
I hoped no one recognised that it was me.
hur hur.
I'm getting worried.
As i sat down in the FYP(final-yr-project) briefing yesterday and listening to the projects and companies listed, i found myself frowning and questioning. I dont find the excitement or enthusiasm when i see those titles and jobs offered on screen. The feeling's all totally wrong.
I feel like im at the wrong place.
Now, that worries me.
A whole lot, i tell you.
(but then again, since when do i NOT worry?)
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Which reminds me of a conversation:
A: Then u not interested in what ur doing now?
B: Not really...im just breezing thru i guess.
A: Then how? Where will you go after this?
B: Well. I'll take up some other common jobs maybe.
A: Like???
B: Normal admin staff.
A: So ur just gonna waste those 3 years of studying?
B: We'll see.
Oh well.
Lets see how it goes.
sigh.
