Friday, August 11, 2006
I dragged myself among the crowds, believing that i should not give up when everything is about to start.
Me and another intern made our way to the company after school for a short meetup, which turned out to be more of an interview session. They did select us in Round 1 before this, but the questions asked just now was not what we expected. I was caught off-guard with some of it. Now im pondering over, whether i am fit for the company.
Bottome line is...
Im afraid of creating disappointment.
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My other intern said my faced looked different the moment i stepped out of the room. I knew it. I could feel the pressure. My skills wont match those of others in the company, becoz i am totally clueless in my own line of course. Now im needed straight there, right after the exams. One week earlier than other interns in other companies. So no holiday-ing for me. The following monday after the last paper will be my first day.
I feel like stamping my feet, and run away.
I dont know why the heavy feeling is there.
It's driving my motivation away.
The word expectations really scares me.
I am truly madly deeply worried.
Back to revisions.
Wish me luck, frens?
Thanks.
