Thursday, April 19, 2007
I survived the first four days.
I almost didnt. Coz by the end of the first day, my morale is almost falling into the lowest level of all. If not for the positive words and motivation from friends and loved ones, i wouldnt make it for the next 3 days.
The surrounding is totally 150% different from what ive ever experienced. I'm still trying to adapt, and will still continue to try to. Judging from the past, usually i'll take a month or two. I think this one will be extra-longer.
kahdjasdhjsdjbchd!
Ive been pampered too much from the Tangs environment, that i'm having a hard time here at JTC. I'll try not to make the surrounding as an excuse for not performing well. I shall not be biased on that. And perhaps, i shld consider taking up mandarin courses in the long run to understand the conversations thats going around for almost 24/7.
There's 1001 things to learn and catch up within this early days of working there. I'm stressed. But maybe, just maybe.... as days pass by, i'll get used to all of that.
*insert positivity*
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"Telah tertulis suratan nasibmu,
Derita buatmu ada hikmahnya,
Terlukis senyum di bibir lesu,
Tak siapa tahu hatimu.
Biarpun keruh air di hulu,
Mungkinkah jernih di muara,
Biarpun jenuh hidup dipalu,
Pasti bertemu tenangnya."
This song is superb.
:)
Toodles.
Patah sayapnya,
tetap terbang jua.
