Saturday, May 12, 2007
Sometimes i dont know what i'm thinking or trying to think. I want to push all these thoughts away, but it came back boucing so hard. It's affecting my feelings. And affecting others as well. I feel like i'm making others difficult.
See, what am i trying to say?
:(
Berjanji takkan berlalu pergi,
Kasih pastikan bersemi nanti,
Mencipta sinar bahagia bersama,
Akan ku buktikannya,
Ke akhir nafasku ini...
So after the phonecall, i carried a heavy heart in me. I flipped through the purple card, digesting every single words. I listened to the song. And then i switched on my laptop. Thus, this entry.
Yang tersimpan...di sanubari,
Yang ku yakin,
Apa yang terjadi,
Menguji kesungguhan di hati,
I wanted to say the words at the end, but i couldnt bring myself to. Becoz of The Discussion. It brings me back to the memory of me in the bus, and walking alone down the lane outside my workplace. Just me and the clouds, and ALLAH swt. Hanya Dia yg Maha Mengetahui.
I'm trying to understand everything.
Suatu hari kan menjelang jua,
Suatu masa kan terbukti nyata,
Duniakan menjadi saksinya
If only you knew what i'm going through.
Good night readers.
i'm sorry
