Thursday, July 05, 2007
I could go to the pantry and make a cup of cereal. Or maybe i could make some hot milo and get some crackers to go with it.
But i chosed to sit still.
Have got no apetite at all.
My mind kept thinking....questioning.
I kept questioning my mistake..if any.
I could hear their laughter in the room. Perhaps, they're enjoying their meal over some funny stories. Over here at my desk, i stared at my comp. Pardon me for not always joining you ladies, but i'd prefer to be on my own. Esp with moments like this.
Now as i struggled to make sentences on my entry, i hear the song from Savage Garden playing from the colleague's radio. It's amazing how the mind can switch instantly. This is hard. No matter how hard i tried, i cant get rid of this feeling.
Pls dont keep me in the dark for too long.
I'd hope that my 'sheer' determination will get me going on. I'll eventually disappear, if i have to.
Because you know how i am.
Happyn lunch-ing peeps.
Taking care.
