Sunday, July 22, 2007
Very very fast.
Everything seems so routine. What's not routine are emotions, feelings and whatever else in the same line. It's a rollercoaster ride. I guess it's normal?
These days the mind and heart felt so heavy. I wouldnt want to be cruel. But i've got to be numb for a second to avoid being like this. After quite a long way, we have built so many dreams together. Nothing's impossible? But reality hits home, and that hurts a lot.
Please dont ever give up.
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Mom's getting weaker day by day, and that pulls me down even further. When she's asleep, I would sit by the window and stare at the clouds. I thought this would end after the op. Little did i know, this is just the beginning.
I was reminded of the times when i was small and she was always there for me. She would get my water bottle ready, my socks & shoes, and my lil pink wallet. She would tie up my hair into one big ponytail, hold my hands, kissed my cheeks and keep me close to her. I was a mommy's gerl - i wanted her to follow me into class. She couldnt, so she waited till recess time to be with me.
Those were the days of little me.
Now, I just want the best for her.
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Work's tiring. But no complaints yet so far alhamdulillah. 3 months probation are done. Shall continue with that for the mean time. I might change after a year to a nearer place. For now ive got to endure the 2 hour journey to-and-fro. Shall see den...
Handphone's back, after 2 days being stucked in the Nokia Centre. Software upgrade, they say. Lost the phone memory, so gone are all the beautiful messages too. Thankfully for the memory card, the pics are still intact. And luckily, no charges.
Gotta make a move.
Taking care readers.
Missing all of my friends, whoever and whenever you are. Hope all of you are doing great.
Fara misses you all.
:)
kisah kita
