Sunday, September 16, 2007
Everyone is born with strength and weaknesses. Myself, couldnt escape that. Being the pessimist me, i often gave in to my own weaknesses. And i ended up hurting others and myself.
I would want to satisfy the people whom i loved. But there's a line between choices and responsibility. Often, i chosed the wrong ones that i hurt some others.
And that, is my weakness.
"Maka dgn sebab rahmat (yg melimpah2) drpd Allah (kpdmu wahau Muhammad), engkau telah bersikap lemah-lembut kpd mereka (sahabat dan pengikutmu), Dan kalaulah engkau bersikap kasar lagi keras hati, tentulah mereka lari dari kelilingmu...."
(Surah Al'Imran : 159)
Would you want your loved ones to run away from you then? I'm sure everyone doesnt..
"Oleh itu, maafkanlah mereka (mengenai kesalahan yg mereka lakukan terhadapmu), pohonkanlah ampun bagi mereka, dan juga bermesyuaratlah dgn mereka dlm urusan itu. Kemudian apabila engkau telah berazam (sesudah bermesyuarat utk membuat sesuatu), maka bertawakkallah kpd Allah, sesungguhnya Allah Mengasihi orang2 yg bertawakkal kepada-Nya"
(Surah Al'Imran : 159)
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Have it crossed anyone's mind that, yourself may juz not be good enough for someone else? That you're trying very hard to improve, yet obstacles and more obstacles run through your way.
Because you're just afraid that you couldnt make it to that end of the road.
Becaus you're not sure if you could make it that far, for him.
Nothing breaks your heart with an endless throbbing pain, other than disappointing and losing the trust of the person.
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This is a learning journey.
Perhaps time and patience is what you have to give me.
I'll try hard enough to mend the broken ones...
Coz this little piece of mine, are one of them too.
But i dont want to give up, just as yet
Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w:
"Empat perkara siapa yg diberinya, beerti telah diberikan keuntungan dunia dan akhirat, lidah yg selalu berzikir, dan hati yg selalu bersyukur, dan badan yg selalu sabar, dan isteri mukminah yg solehah"
(Hadis oleh Abu Laith al-Samarqandi)
Wallahu'alam.
