Wednesday, October 24, 2007
GRRRRRRR.
Now i think my email address best describes me (at times). When i do get angry, i can be very angry. Many at times, the people got scared of my burst. But really. Everyone has a limit to their patience. I'm tired of being the quiet timid gerl who agrees with whatever people says. It's time for me to speak up.
It was a bad timing. Really bad. Everything was against me. Yesterday wasnt a very good day. I was already fighting back emotions after the call by sis, and then the server has to create problems. Now the settings are all gone, and the people kept demanding. It was the vendor, and he too gone by the wind. I was left with the blame. And then at the same time, the leader has to come by and dumped another set of records to key in, when it's not the time yet to do. Please expedite your work, he says. URGHHHH.
How can i not get mad, when they want me to do all things at the same time. I'm clearly confused (and extremely angry) of the position i'm in. Accounting? Invoicing? Paperwork? IT Project? Computer? This is unfair.
DOUBLE URRRGHHHHHHHHH.
With things going on at home, with parents demanding of explanations, with siblings wanting confidence and prove, with issues of future plans, with computers making problems, with unresolved issues at work, with bosses wanting this and that.....
....
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I'm going bonkers.
Let me breathe for a while please.
Please family, dont demand us anymore questions.
I just need your blessings and acceptance with utmost sincerity.
At this point of time, i'll just bite and snap anyone who comes in my way and irritates me.
*pulls hair*
*you
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