Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Parents vs Siblings.
The fact is, both group are my elders. My responsibility includes respecting their decisions. And both has their own thinking, their own reasons, their own decisions and....their own houses, in this case. When i go to the other group, i ended up hurting the other. And vice versa. When i make decision advised by the other group, the other start questioning. So where do i stand now. I'm tired of being pushed ard. Again.
"Twenty-years-old is nothing yet.."
So i'm expected to heed every single decisions of BOTH groups. If i could split myself into halves, then yes. But what now? Two decisions, two different group of minds - both happening at the same time. Getting pushed around is not a good feeling. But thinking positive, i just want blessings from each of them.
O ALLAH, let this sadness go away..
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"But those who have Faith and work righteousness, they are Companions of the Garden: therein shall they abide (for ever)..."
(2:82)
