Thursday, October 04, 2007
I dont know how long i've got to put up with their behaviour any longer. I take it that i'm learning, so i'm willing to take that all in. No matter how much general duties they shoved to me, i've to accept. But all i'm asking for is cooperation in return..
One was supposed to be the closest to me. Unfortunately some things had to happen, and now this silence starts. All i'm asking for is cooperation. Yet people take me in as intruding, troubling. This is such a disappointment, when i'm just doing what i'm supposed to do.
"People just cant understand you.."
"Then why should you understand them?"
"Get on with it! Why get bothered by them!"
Patience, really.
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Sis's planing to bake hazelnut cookies, in view of this weekend. She has got lots of plans to do this and that, and i wonder if there's ever time for all of that...
At one point of time, everyone has to make decisions. We never noe what the future holds for us. Now, i couldnt get that out of my head.
"Decisions, which one??"
Now at this moment i chosed to keep quiet to the family. Decisions are critical in life, and i chosed to remain silent for now. I want the best for all of us. You, me, him, her, them. BUT. I cant satisfy everyone. And that's what making my head spin. Never been good in decision-making, really.
I guess i've to start now.
As the new journey begins, more stuff awaits.
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Selamat meneruskan ibadah puasa.
May ALLAH give us the strength to continue the leftover days of Ramadhan with utmost gratitude and sincerity.
I shall not ask for more.
Goodbye for now.
:)
