Tuesday, February 05, 2008
At every corner of my life, I will not escape this. As much as I want to run away from it, I cant. Because everyone is bound to face different colours and shapes of their own tests. Challenges are likely to happen in every single moment. We were sent down on earth for a purpose and Allah has given this. Surely, this is a test of patience.
Oh how much ache can this get to me? I know Allah has chosen this path for me. He has given me a taste of contentment and ni'mat even if it was just for a moment. Syukran ya Kareem...
However there are moments of weaknesses, self-doubts and lots more. At times in this journey, I felt too weak to continue. What drives me on was the hope I saw in the eyes of the parents. And the belief that Allah gave me tests after tests for a purpose. Especially in this period.
Mungkinkah selepas memaafkan seseorang,
kita akan dikurniakan kemaafan dari Yang Maha Esa?
Mungkinkah kemaafan ini dapat menebus segala
dosa yg ada pada diri kita?
Mungkinkan kepercayaan itu akan dapat
kita raih kembali?
I question myself if I am able to continue this journey.
All i am asking from you, is trust.
Please, don't ever break it again.
