Tuesday, March 25, 2008
After a week in SGH, mom finally gets discharged. Syukur alhamdulillah. Doc's giving the best that they can. Medications, pills, injections, X-rays, CT scans, MRI scans etc. I still believe the most powerful tool are the prayers from all...
Hanya ALLAH sahaja Yang Maha Mengetahui.
It feels like someone's tugging at my heart everytime i saw her weak on the hospital bed. She's all white and pale. But all praises to ALLAH, she's now a bit coloured with the help of glucose and the food that she's beginning to eat. Back to bro's house again, for the benefit of her. InsyaALLAH i hope all goes well.
Me on the other hand, couldnt escape from witnessing many life stories and events on my daily visit there. Most happened when i was lazing around at the ward lobby, trying to catch some sleep and a cup of hot milo. Once, i was with dad and then an aunty approached and began telling her life story and how she once ended up at the highest storey of a HDB flat - to end her life. And then another one was an indonesian maid who burst into tears while telling her story. And then there was another maid who keeps sneaking out to see her boyfriend...
Life!
And, thankful for such an experience because it was an eye-opener, especially when both wards which my mom was warded to, had one patient each who passed away - both beds exactly opposite my mom's. I could feel the intensed aura in the ward, and how my heart felt so sad seeing each of the families coming out from the closed curtain.
"Sesungguhnya kami berasal daripada ALLAH, dan kepadaNya juga kami akan kembali"
Upon saying this, i know deep down in my heart i am still unsure of my ownself. One can say easily, but acting it out is so much more than that. Only with ALLAH, the strength will come...
Also bumped into an old Unity friend Khairiyah, who's visiting her grannny. And another poly mate Fareeza whose visiting her aunty. Small world ya?
Well readers, till now.
Missing everyone.
Take care ya.
