Wednesday, April 23, 2008
These flashbacks of the past keep appearing whenever i bumped into one of them. For a split second, i was frowning whenever an old memory apperead in the head. Funny how our mind works.
The other day i bumped into a few poly friends. The girls, i'll shriek and hug. The guys, i'll wave and smile. Whoever guys my age that i bumped into, seems to be in either CD attire, Police uniform or the Army suit. No other else ah? Heh. Proud to serve the nation, aye?
=)
I am in this verge of creating the notice, but something stop me. At one second, i made up my mind to proceed. But another second tell me to hold back for a while. I hate this indecisiveness part of me. Its either i stay or leave. But i still couldnt make up my mind.
Everyone wants a career advancement. Dont we all want it? But it is this courage and strength that i need to have before i can proceed on. I want to achieve something, yet i'm afraid to go further. Do i lack self-confidence, motivation or i'm just plain scared of the others?
sigh.
Feelings are just so mixed at the moment.
:(
"This mind has got to be prepared for
everything and anything..."
And i miss you.
And, all of you too.
:)
