Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Life is always about decisions and choices ya?
Bumped into een today at the interchange.
Its been long galfren yerh? Hope the rest are doing fine too.
:)
Mom's been in hosp for almost a week plus.
These days i cant afford to leave the workplace late, coz i'll end up reaching at the hosp late. And if i'm late, mom will get grumpy and whiny. Sometimes dad and i had to continue reminding each other to be patient. It's the medication and the state that she is in, that is giving this effect on her. Too much medications, i'd say. But she has to, in order to pull thru...
I pity dad who rush early in the morning everyday without fail, just so to catch the morning breakfast for mom. He sits there everyday from morning to night, attending to mom. I know he's tired, and not well himself. Its the responsibility he holds on his shoulder, that gave him the strength to persevere. At times, i couldnt bare to watch his old face grow tired and sleepy from the long hours in hosp. But surely, there is no other choice...
I couldnt ask for more. He is the greatest husband one can have.
:)
At this point of time, i cant think of anything else except the welfare of mom and dad. Tho i have my personal ambitions and goals, i just had to push it aside for the time being. It hurts not being able to get what you want. But i noe i've just got to go thru this first. Time will tell.
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The other day i managed to catch Iron Man with the boy whom i've clearly missed all this while. He has finally ORD! Hip hip horray! No more late night calls accompanied by fire drills and sirens. -rolls eyes- But i'll miss the kecoh-ness and chaosness by his buddies at the station tho. They are one bunch of noisy fellas. heh.
;D
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Work's the same.
Ive been sending out resumes, but looks like its a bit tougher this time, as i'm still currently working. Ive just got to keep on searching then..
=)
Till then readers,
missing you all.
