Sunday, May 18, 2008
Every passing moment is a precious time for us, the family.
Have you ever felt like this before?
The feeling of scared, insecured and totally just afraid of what will come next. This shouldnt be the way, because we were taught to be positive-minded, and feel blessed with what is given, even if it is just for a moment. But it isnt easy than what is being said. Put yourself in a shoe like mine. Perhaps i am immature enough. Perhaps i am just not ready enough. To lose her.
Sis, you smsed me in the morning and said you cant sleep that night before. I didnt replied your question to me, because i think it is unnecessary to know what i went thru that night. After the conclusion given by the nurse, inside my heart was breaking. I pulled myself together to put a normal face. That night i cried to sleep.
I dont know if i am ready for this. The cold hard facts of reality is out. My mind couldnt stop thinking about it. All i want now is precious time spent with her. Every quiet moment puts me to restlessness thinking about it.
Treasure your family, my dear friends and readers.
Tresure them lots while you still have the chance to. Coz before you realize it, it might be too late..
I am blessed to have loved ones around me all this while. ALLAH has given me a chance to live in happiness with the ones ive loved and cared. It is His decision to take away who that He shall will..thank you my dear, for reminding me..
"Ya Rahman, tabahkanlah hati ini
walau sesaat sekali pon..
Cekalkah hatiku, dan kurniakanlah daku kekuakatan.."
