I have reached to the point where i am completely clueless on what to write on my own blog. To potray out my feelings would be a little wordy. To share my everyday life would be a little bit boring. So i chosed to keep silent for a while.
Alhamdulillah, mom's at home now. We'll discharge her from the hospice by end of this weekend. We had to come to a conclusion to bring her back home, so that we are able to spend some quality time with her at home. Throughout her stay in the hospice, i knew she had nightmares on one of the nights where she'll cry out for me or my dad. If i had an option, i would have stayed with her..
InsyaAllah, may ALLAH give us the full amount of strength to overcome this phase.
Thanks fad, yas, ahmad, jun, fadila and nadiah for your visits. It was nice seeing you guys there. :)
And thank you to all friends and readers for your kind words and motivations. I coudn't ask for more than to have concerned and kind friends like all of you.
:))
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I've finally tendered my resign notice on Tuesday. God knows how nervous i was when i was walking towards the leader's room. I mean, this is my first permanent job. My first resignation. So I was unsure how the situation would be, how i should react, and all sorts of questions i could create in my mind. If you know how Fara can be, yes then you should noe how i was at that moment.
This morning Lau pan called me in, and gave me an option to stay longer with them, with a little bit of increase in the salary range. So did the leader. All sorts of motivational and inspirational words came out. I truly appreciate their help all this while, but i've made up my mind. I'm not gonna stay any longer over there.
Ive been sourcing out for new job openings. I've had a few interviews done, and is still searching. Its difficult finding a job while working, but insyaALLAH.. :)
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Sis huda, i'll reply ur tag in the next entry.
Only IF i'm hardworking enough to update my blog. Gee.
The 'Ayat-Ayat Cinta' movie outing is bessst. But the handphone part wasnt nice tho. I flushed my own mobile in the toilet bowl! Sheesh. Thank gdness for the long handphone strap, and the boy's Red Rhino keychain. I managed to pick the phone up from the bowl. But the phone's spoilt. So i got myself a new phone. Nokia again. :)
PC show is coming up soon, and i am in need of a new laptop. But i'm on my own. The boy is too busy nowadays with work lah. :((
"Kamu tak akan bisa menyatukan mereka.
Apa yang kamu mampu lakukan adalah utk
memahami mereka..."
Understanding each other is the key.
Plus, communication.
:)
Time to hit the sack.
Goodnite lovelies.