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Pretty much be able to take it in....alhamdulillah. Wouldnt be able to without the constant support and prayers by friends and family. Syukran to all.
Couldnt deny the large wave of sadness i felt whenever i'm alone in the bus or train. Somehow or rather, i'm still having the difficulty to sink into reality. It's hard. I dont know when i'll be able to let go of these feelings. Every little things will always remind me of her. Even a simple act of brushing a piece of cloth would left me in tears..
'O ALLAH, give me the strength to carry on this journey..."
Continue to support me just as u had, my dear friends. InsyaAllah may Allah reward u of ur kindness.
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Work's been going ok alhamdulillah. Real work has not start soon, so maybe it's still too early to judge. The VP is a nice young man who has managed to deliver some motivating words to me in my first week. Next week will be coming into my 3rd week. Was informed that i'll be officially introduced to the whole cohort of teaching staff during their contact time. Well, i hope i can get through that....
The school's Founder's Day is in the first week of August, and all staff has been invited to a dinner at the Swiss Hotel to celebrate our 120th Aniversary. I heard this year would be a big event. I imagine myself being awkward, because i am never good at dinners and events that requires socialising and mingling. Especially in a new place, new environment. Well, again. I hope i get through that too..
Sigh...
I wish i could share all these with her...
Life moves on?
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Take care everyone.
May all of u are in the best of health and iman, insya allah.