Monday, August 18, 2008
Sometimes i wonder if i am doing things for real. I dont know if i am living in my own world, or i am creating my own fantasy world. It seems that no one seems to see points from my view, and i am not able to let my real message across people. Often get misunderstood by people, or vice versa. Is it my words, my thinking or just ME?
Maybe it is me afterall.
After everything, i sat down and ponder. I think all this is not making sense at all. How can not one understands another one? There must be something not going right. Yourself, the other party, or both?
And than after too much of thinking, i gave up.
Its too much. I rather not think and think and think. Its just driving me nuts.
sigh.
That day i dreamt of Her.
She was smiling, and looking at me. She looked fine, and i was smiling back at her...
18th Aug 2008 - One month.
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Gotta get going.
Have a good day ahead people.
