Sunday, July 12, 2009
Hmmmmmmm?
I'm back.
:D
I know i keep disappearing and then appear, disappear and then appear again. Thousand apologies, but time just couldnt make it for me to sit down and type a proper entry. Geeesh. Now, i dont know if there's even any reader out there becoz the same boring page has been staring back for the past 2 months. Heh.
My apologies, again.
:)
I suddenly feel the urge to find the images of balloons, and this made me want to go for a balloon ride. Haha fara, ridiculous.
I am finally typing an entry with the luxury of time, while listening to my favourite songs. Now, suddenly this morning i felt the urge (i get many feeling of urges these days) to hear the songs which i selected to be played during my wedding day. From Kasih Kekasih (Solemnisation), to Insan Bernama Kekasih (Sanding) to Cahaya Cinta (Entrance) to Tercipta Untukku (Cake-cutting). It brings back the memories, and well....it feels nice. 8 months ago, wow. How time flies. Insya allah, 4 more months to a year...
Now, some may know, some may not know...i've been thinking and pondering whether i should broadcast this on my blog, but i feel the urge to (here goes my another urge)...thought i could get some blessings and prayers from my readers...and soothing words from friends (IF there is anyone reading this)...
I'm anticpating the next Big Day. Back then, i thought marriage/wedding was the biggest event in my life, but i think this upcoming one will be another Big Day i'm worried/anxious/kanchiong/stressed (dan yg lain2 yg sewaktu dgnnya)...
As i am typing this entry, the Little One is wriggling. Must be because of the position i am in (or maybe she likes my wedding songs too. hee). A few months before the Big Day, and tell me about it...i'm stressed. I can never be more stress than this...i think different ladies go through different experiences, and mine was different too..i cant think of anything else, except that to pray the Little One would be healthy and strong...even if there's new concerns that existed, Hanya Allah sahaja Yg Maha Mengetahui....as hubby would put it...redha dan tawakkal sentiasa....whatever the outcome is...
I'm playing nasyid songs, and she's wriggling again....heh. These days i'm learning to master the silent communication with her, and i still dont get it at times. I guess it takes time? :)
It has been a beneficial journey all this while..from learning about marriage life, relatives, family...and now on the journey of my own family...sometimes while on bus rides, i could feel her moving, and i couldnt help a drop of tear...how touched i am to have her...tho i do not know of the final outcome, i continue to pray hard that everything will turn out fine...
Pray for me, will you readers?
:)
Hubby's got a new place in a new job, and he's starting soon. Syukur alhamdulillah. Yesterday his batch of
I need a new pair of sandals or shoes (a BIG size) because my feet is getting swollen a lil bit. I cant fit in my existing shoes and sandals. I'm thinking of buying a new one later this evening, but i cant think of any shop that sells a shoe which would be ideal for working and my feet's condition. I might not go out at all then, and just simply wear slippers to work. Haahh.
Bro and sis-in-law just went back after delivering the Microwave Oven. They've decided to sell their 2-year oven to us for a cheap $50. Good bargain, so i definitely grab it. Since they are
Okay....this is a very long entry indeed.
I better stop now. I'm off to hack into hubby's facebook account to do some touches on his account. He has been bugging me to open up one account for him, because his new colleage ask him to. -rollseyess-
Take care people.
I shall try my best to update soonest.
sheeeesh.
signing off,
tata!
