Saturday, November 14, 2009
Kita orang menumpang....
Cakap salah, tak cakap pon salah.
Buat salah, tak buat pon salah.
Frankly speaking, i'm used to being independent as far as errands/housechores/tasks-to-do are concerned. Late mom has been ill for about a period of 2 yrs plus and the situation i was in has develop myself to take things into my own hand and not to wait for myself to be reminded or to be instructed by other people on the tasks to be done. I'm used to this style, and automatically somehow i know when/how to get the things done at home/outside etc. Because i was the only child left after big brother- there's only 2 of us, so i have to get things done on my own. But when you put me in a different household style altogether, i find myself awkward to be reminded time and again, making me feel like i'm back to a fourteen-year-old girl.
Aside from that....I have no issues to pantang larang nenek moyang (knowing my condition and the 40-days-term-thingy) and whats not, but if it's really something that i'm not comfortable with, i find it unnecessary to follow just because i'm
Dont get me wrong. Giving birth is a beautiful experience. But the 'Terms & Conditions' that comes along after it is unbearable in this kind of situation.
I dont wish to put hubby in a difficult position, but he's the only one whom i turned to when i faced difficulties (aside from my own brother whose now is busy with his own baby). Hubby has done a lot for me throughout this whole post-pregnancy process (aside from our own quirks and twists, heh), hence i dont wish to tax him further. So.... what's now?
If only mom is still around............
Ok no, stop it fara.
sigh.
Really hope there's no post-natal depression...
:(
