Sunday, July 26, 2009
Very fast, dont u think so?
hmmm...
The teachers in my school has been commenting that my face looks rounder now and the aunty canteen even called me in malay "...sihat fara sekarang yer"..what can i do? I can only smile sheepishly and blushed...my sis in law came yesterday and also commented i'm so tembam now...and when i finally take a long look at the mirror, only then i realised...that i'm putting on a LOT of weight...my cheeks are chubby, and i look heavy like i was during my secondary school days...i'm sure my weight has rise up, and not due to the baby, but due to the extra calories that i have been putting on...those snacks in between in office...those late night chocolate and ice-cream cravings...those cheese fries and cheeseburgers...haish...i bet i gonna spend about 1 year of regime exercise routine to shed off these extra fats......... :((
Dad has commented if i dont start exercising soon after delivery, i'm gonna stay like late mum who became fat and fatter after the first birth (my brother)...oh my oh my...and definitely shaping up the body is top in priority because.........hubby wants it that way. 0_o
Well, we'll see...and i shall try my best....
gee. =D
I subscribe with the magazine Motherhood in june during the Motherhood showcase period in expo, and i never regretted it. The magazine is full of advices for future moms-to-be and current moms...from pregnancy queries to breastfeeding techniques to baby illness symptoms to lots more others...there are ads on the shops on where to get some stuff, and i find it quite resourceful...i often checked out their websites, and these fill up my boring time during weekends when hubby is working.. :)
14th July marked my one year working in the school as a ccpe, and i am planning on to continue for at least another 2 more years...my other ccpes has either changed their status to a school AED (Allied Educator) or quit...some even changed to being a school sports/camp instructor...well, i'm contented with my current place for the time being, and i shall stick to it insya allah...until better opportunity arises? we'll see... :)
I've been with the laptop since morning, think i gotta grab a short nap soon...these days the body gets tired too easily.... *yawns*...
Taking care readers!
:)
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Isn't it frustrating that you cant remember the last time u touched it?
Isn't it frustrating trying hard to remember, but u just cant?
ARGHHHHHHHH.
Now, i dont know where that external harddisk is. Me and hubby bought it back in February and the last time i touched it was in that month too. It cost us a few hundreds, so if it's really gone missing, i'll cry my eyes out....
Waaaaaaaah.
Sigh......
Went to causeway point yesterday with hubby in search for a bday present for dad. His is a few days away. And we found one very nice and unique batik shirt. Hope he'll like it. ;)
And i got myself a beauuuutifuuul dress toooo...one that can fit my bulging stomach, and my new fats that has spread all over the arms (i am FAT now, so pls dont be shock when u see me)...i am tempted to secretly run my way back there today, to get another one more piece with another design..but if hubby knows, he'll nag and nag and nag...haiyaaaaaa...but i really like lorrr that dress...
:(
I am so so sleepy and lethargic today. Ate nasi lemak as my breakfast, but somehow i feel like puking now... :(
My colleague offer me a baby car seater, which she's not using anymore....have yet to chop a date to get that seater from her place...i hope it's in purple colour...kekekeke...
Yesterday saw a purple pram in kiddy place, and it cost almost a $700+...wahhh...purple colour stuff always expensive...must be because of the colour which is unique......heh.
My eyelids are drooping, i think i gotta catch a short nap....
0__o
taking care...
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Hmmmmmmm?
I'm back.
:D
I know i keep disappearing and then appear, disappear and then appear again. Thousand apologies, but time just couldnt make it for me to sit down and type a proper entry. Geeesh. Now, i dont know if there's even any reader out there becoz the same boring page has been staring back for the past 2 months. Heh.
My apologies, again.
:)
I suddenly feel the urge to find the images of balloons, and this made me want to go for a balloon ride. Haha fara, ridiculous.
I am finally typing an entry with the luxury of time, while listening to my favourite songs. Now, suddenly this morning i felt the urge (i get many feeling of urges these days) to hear the songs which i selected to be played during my wedding day. From Kasih Kekasih (Solemnisation), to Insan Bernama Kekasih (Sanding) to Cahaya Cinta (Entrance) to Tercipta Untukku (Cake-cutting). It brings back the memories, and well....it feels nice. 8 months ago, wow. How time flies. Insya allah, 4 more months to a year...
Now, some may know, some may not know...i've been thinking and pondering whether i should broadcast this on my blog, but i feel the urge to (here goes my another urge)...thought i could get some blessings and prayers from my readers...and soothing words from friends (IF there is anyone reading this)...
I'm anticpating the next Big Day. Back then, i thought marriage/wedding was the biggest event in my life, but i think this upcoming one will be another Big Day i'm worried/anxious/kanchiong/stressed (dan yg lain2 yg sewaktu dgnnya)...
As i am typing this entry, the Little One is wriggling. Must be because of the position i am in (or maybe she likes my wedding songs too. hee). A few months before the Big Day, and tell me about it...i'm stressed. I can never be more stress than this...i think different ladies go through different experiences, and mine was different too..i cant think of anything else, except that to pray the Little One would be healthy and strong...even if there's new concerns that existed, Hanya Allah sahaja Yg Maha Mengetahui....as hubby would put it...redha dan tawakkal sentiasa....whatever the outcome is...
I'm playing nasyid songs, and she's wriggling again....heh. These days i'm learning to master the silent communication with her, and i still dont get it at times. I guess it takes time? :)
It has been a beneficial journey all this while..from learning about marriage life, relatives, family...and now on the journey of my own family...sometimes while on bus rides, i could feel her moving, and i couldnt help a drop of tear...how touched i am to have her...tho i do not know of the final outcome, i continue to pray hard that everything will turn out fine...
Pray for me, will you readers?
:)
Hubby's got a new place in a new job, and he's starting soon. Syukur alhamdulillah. Yesterday his batch of
I need a new pair of sandals or shoes (a BIG size) because my feet is getting swollen a lil bit. I cant fit in my existing shoes and sandals. I'm thinking of buying a new one later this evening, but i cant think of any shop that sells a shoe which would be ideal for working and my feet's condition. I might not go out at all then, and just simply wear slippers to work. Haahh.
Bro and sis-in-law just went back after delivering the Microwave Oven. They've decided to sell their 2-year oven to us for a cheap $50. Good bargain, so i definitely grab it. Since they are
Okay....this is a very long entry indeed.
I better stop now. I'm off to hack into hubby's facebook account to do some touches on his account. He has been bugging me to open up one account for him, because his new colleage ask him to. -rollseyess-
Take care people.
I shall try my best to update soonest.
sheeeesh.
signing off,
tata!
