Monday, June 21, 2010
Wonderful lunch. How to lose weight if i keep eting such big meals? Today was rice, sambal goreng, bagedil, paru and sayur kang kong. Nice, i tell ya. And to end the lunch, a piece of epok-epok sardine.
*grins*
I keep getting comments from everywhere that i have put on weight. So the next time you see me, dont you DARE tell me i've put on weight. I've known it, ya alright. Numerous time, i've been told. So i dont need another one more. Especially so when the stepmom finds it delightful to keep on saying it.
-raised eyebrow-
Anyway, Arfah was sick last week. Then the ayah also fall sick. They both had fever. Now her ayah has recovered, but my poor lil Arfah is still having running nose and small little cute coughs in between. She hates to eat medicine! Ibu here very stressed when time to give medicine because her dear Arfah refused to open her mouth. Tskkk!
Oh.
One more week to go, and the school will be back to the usual noise and chaos. Sigh. I am so NOT anticipating it. Anyway recently i was awarded a High Achiever Award by the HQ company. Along with it is a trophy, a cert and money. Not so much money, but good enough to buy extra sets of pampers and milk. Haha. And my cluster won second position so i had a few tickets to Resorts World, Sentosa. I think that shall be my birthday treat for dear husband. Since he doesnt find any pleasure in getting flowers or gifts or anything, for that matter, i shall just give him these free tickets. We, the family members, can benefit from it too. Good idea? -winks-
Time is running so slow these days, especially when it comes to month end. I neeeeeeed cash to pile up the stock in the kitchen, bathroom, bedroom, and everywhere else lah. And i want a house! I shall, start searching for a house soon. The only problem would be babysitter, and of course, money.
The one thing i would have learnt from my current new Reporting Officer is that, all problems can be solved. So i shall keep looking for that solution.
I wonder what the other girls are doing- the girls from secondary school, and the girls from poly. When are you all getting up on the dais? I am so bored entertaining my life issues, that i think i need some motivation looking at the perfect picture of a bride and groom. Especially of someone i know. I keep going to my husband's friends' wedding. I wonder when MY friends turn will be.
Ok i gotta go.
Throat is thirsty. I shall get a drink and resume working.
Take care everybody!
Friday, June 11, 2010
-shrugs-
Haven been blogging lately, due to the mad rush in office. What with the closing of Term 2, and preparing of Sports Camp and all sorts of other etc etc etc. June holidays isnt like a holiday at all. Amidst all the quietness of the General Office, there are still work to do.
These days, the mind has been blank with stuffs. What is life without issues, problems and challenges. They say that's what makes you better everyday. Sure do. But your energy tend to drain out by every cycle of it.
-slumps-
I dont know why i'm talking in circles. Its just, you know, the time where you feel down, and you just know whom you can trust to talk to. I recalled a phrase i saw once in msn by one of the friends. "It aint just a walk in the garden". How true.
Sigh.
Often, people misunderstood your intentions, your thoughts and your feelings. How well do you deal with things like that? With a baby in hand, a job to handle, a new family..i dont know how well i could cope. And in-laws, dont forget that. Oh yeaah, i definitely wont.
Sometimes people expect too much from you. And then you try to be the best you can, but you failed. And people begins to get the wrong idea about you. Like i mention earlier, i wish i could control what comes into people's mind. But i cant, of coz. So i chose to drift further and be silent. But silence dont solve problems, remember? How could i forget that?
Arfah has been the only source of smile on my face and heart. I go everywhere thinking of her. I kept hundreds photos of her in my iPhone, and every now and then i flipped open my iphone and played her video over and over again. How sad is that? Hahks!
I wished i could have someone right now who can truly understand me deep down and what i feel. A friend, perhaps. But even the best of friend i have may come only at a certain timing, because we're no longer teens. All of us have our own lives. We may come together, talk, have a good laugh, but thats about it. We go back into our lives after that.
What more could i ask?
Patience is all i have. Maybe God has a plan for me.
Truly.
