Wednesday, February 08, 2012

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12:44 PM



Wednesday, May 04, 2011

Hey you, welcome back!
:D

Gosh, how long has it been? Almost half a year? Sheesh. Sorry for the missing in action because honestly, i do not have a single minute to blog. Today, for instant, i suddenly had this blogging vibes. Ha ha, so funny. Hence, i made a HUGE effort to switch on my 4-year-old lappie, and direct myself to the blogging world. Yayy me! Like finally! :)

Arfah is not well today, so it explains why i can blog peacefully. She is now currently not in the mood to play, eat or talk. She just sulks at one corner watching tv. She has been having on and off fever, and today she had one of those fever again. And after giving her medicine, she is off to her sulky mode while watching tv. I'm keeping an eye on her while blogging. Usually, if she's in her playful and healthy mode, she will disturb my laptop. Not today though.

Oh and so how's the GST money going on? Have you guys like spent on it, or has put it aside for your savings? Well, seriously for me that money came in at a bad timing. You know some woman has retail theraphy when they had one of those bad days? Well i'm one of them, sad to say! After chunking a good amount of it in my long term savings, i had another good amount spending like nobody's business. Like i mentioned, it was a really really bad timing. I did my hair, bought one of those shiny DKNY watch, caught hold of THREE freaking pairs of shoes (for working, casual and pasar routine), also grab a gorgeous baju kurung in hot pink from BIMLA, and finally 2 pieces of working dresses.

Bad right?
SIGH.

I never really shop this big. I mean, the usual me always always do not spend more than 2 items per month. It's like if i need something, i'll put it on hold for the next month's salary. I was never this big shopper. Ahhh. Sigh.

Well anyway, thanks to that extra cash, i will be on my way to Maher Zain's concert this June. Yabadabadooooooooo! Hubby's treat. When he told me about buying the tickets, i thought it was such a waste of money! I know he is a very BIG fan of Maher Zain, but to spend such a big amount on a concert is simply not my thing. I mean, look at me. I adore / googoogaagaa Siti since the age of 9, and i never ever even once been to any of her concerts. But oh, hubby insisted. So what say you? Follow ajer lah! :)

I am also so looking forward to 19th May too, for Nur Kasih The Movie. I am a big fan of Tiz Zaqyah and Remy Ishak! Simply cannot wait. =)

This entry is such a long and loh-so entry, i apologise for that. After such a long time, i made a comeback with a long-winded entry. Sorry for that!

Arfah is sulky-ing at me for not layan-ing her.
Gotta got back to her!

See ya.....in another half year's time (haha)!

:)



... she says it all ...
6:25 PM



Friday, October 01, 2010

Nowadays, the blogging days are gone, dont you think so? Everybody's so into facebook (including Yours Truly, heh) and what, Twitter? Well, dont ask me about Twitter coz i know nuts on that. But facebook yerh, its the only thing that helped me survive on the train journey from east to west, and back forth west to east on EVERY morning and evening. Endless journey, i tell ya.

Anyway, back to blogging. I hardly had friends that are into blogging anymore. I mean, it kind of show that lives nowadays are too busy and rushing to sit down and pen the thoughts down. Perhaps once in a while? Yerh, that would include me. =)

So on a total separate note, Motherhood has kept me real busy. It is really something about sacrifices, commitment and love. The smelly cheeks, the red puffy eyes, the small little fingers...ahhhh those are the ones that make your heart warms every morning when u wake up to see your little one 'snoring' beside you. Heh heh. I especially love to sniff her smelly cheeks. Hubby also did mention at times, he just felt like biting her cheeks. HAHAH. Well, motherhood / parenthood is....lovely. :)

OH, but then again marriage is not only about parenthood. Shall i call it family-hood then? Heh. You'll know it when you go through it. Of course, it differs from one family to another but still, best of luck. :)


*yawns*

I am so so SO sleepy. My girl has started her tiny lil steps, and that has somehow made her SOOOO excited that she dont want to sleep. Bedtime for her now is like 12midnight or 1 am....she wants to crawl, stand, walk few sTeps and then start all over again....she's like so excited that she can walk now...and so she'll do that cycle for hudred times before she finally feel tired.....heh heh.

I am at work currently, but my eyes are killing me. I was so tired last night, i dozed off straight after arfah slept and did not even realised when hubby came back from work. Usually i waited for him, but last night was toooooo tired, i couldnt take it anymore. And now, the eyes are still so heavy, it's like torturing me! I have to open my eyes, i HAVE to open my eyes...........

It's Childrens Day today so the school is empty. The remaining few us office people who has to work, feel so 'sian' they call it in chinese, so we decided to share and order pizza. I'm waiting patiently for the pizza before my eyes start dropping again.....


Ok thats all for now i guess...
jalan raya tmr with the gals...yay!



see ya all!



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11:29 AM



Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Hidup tak akan pernah sunyi dengan dugaan dan cubaan. Walaupun cubaan datang bertubi-tubi dari setiap arah, hati tak patut gementar kerana ada-NYA di sisi kamu. Lalu kenapa hati ini bagai tidak tenteram? Mungkin hati ini tidak sebersih kalian, tidak secantik kalian dan mungkin...tidak sesuci kalian.

Sedih, pilu dan sebak. Tidak terlintas di hati atau minda utk merumitkan keadaan. Tapi sebagai hamba ALLAH, kita punya kelemahan diri sendiri. Mungkin tanpa sedar, kita telah melakukan sesuatu kesilapan. Mungkin kita alpa dengan keadaan sekeliling...

Wajarkah tindakan yg harus kulakukan? Tiada arah yg terbaik bagiku kecuali yg dariMU. Lantas ku ikut rentak hati dan minda utk membawa kembali ke tanah asalku yg mungkin punya kepahitannya sendiri.

Hati ini bagai takut utk mengulangi kesilapan utk kali yg ketiga. Biar ku gagahi lautan besar sendiri...biar ku gagahi ombak badai berduri...yg ku tahu, takkan sesekali ku ulangi kesilaapan itu...

Setapak demi setapak aku mengundur diri. Mungkin ini adalah yg terbaik utk semua...



- yg tercalit



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5:23 PM



Monday, August 23, 2010

I am so sleepy, i cant concentrate.

Have been a MONTH since i updated an entry. Pure busy, i tell you. Am now at the East, celebrating puasa and raya with the in-laws. So can you imagine the long journey that i've got to endure every morning and evening? PHEW. Pure endurance plus pure sakit kepala (sometimes). haha...

Been feeling tired most of the time. With fasting month, and with non-stop work issues, and all other extra issues, the mind and body feels so drained out. Haish. By evening, my energy is only left to go home straight, take over Arfah, feed her, play with her, put her to sleep, and SLEEEEEP. I cant add in any other activity other than that because i am too too too tired.

Right at this moment, i feel my whole body sagging. I am just terribly....TIRED.
-sigh-

Ok, i shall make a move.
An hour before i can finally get out of this place. And then a long journey in the train awaits...





See ya all, and Selamat Berpuasa!



... she says it all ...
4:29 PM



Thursday, July 08, 2010

This is what they say PMS.

I am on a really full mood swing. It happens so that my CCA teacher made an issue, and i am so pissed off i feel like boxing him.





-deushhh-



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5:25 PM



Monday, June 21, 2010

-burps-

Wonderful lunch. How to lose weight if i keep eting such big meals? Today was rice, sambal goreng, bagedil, paru and sayur kang kong. Nice, i tell ya. And to end the lunch, a piece of epok-epok sardine.

*grins*

I keep getting comments from everywhere that i have put on weight. So the next time you see me, dont you DARE tell me i've put on weight. I've known it, ya alright. Numerous time, i've been told. So i dont need another one more. Especially so when the stepmom finds it delightful to keep on saying it.

-raised eyebrow-

Anyway, Arfah was sick last week. Then the ayah also fall sick. They both had fever. Now her ayah has recovered, but my poor lil Arfah is still having running nose and small little cute coughs in between. She hates to eat medicine! Ibu here very stressed when time to give medicine because her dear Arfah refused to open her mouth. Tskkk!

Oh.

One more week to go, and the school will be back to the usual noise and chaos. Sigh. I am so NOT anticipating it. Anyway recently i was awarded a High Achiever Award by the HQ company. Along with it is a trophy, a cert and money. Not so much money, but good enough to buy extra sets of pampers and milk. Haha. And my cluster won second position so i had a few tickets to Resorts World, Sentosa. I think that shall be my birthday treat for dear husband. Since he doesnt find any pleasure in getting flowers or gifts or anything, for that matter, i shall just give him these free tickets. We, the family members, can benefit from it too. Good idea? -winks-

Time is running so slow these days, especially when it comes to month end. I neeeeeeed cash to pile up the stock in the kitchen, bathroom, bedroom, and everywhere else lah. And i want a house! I shall, start searching for a house soon. The only problem would be babysitter, and of course, money.

The one thing i would have learnt from my current new Reporting Officer is that, all problems can be solved. So i shall keep looking for that solution.


I wonder what the other girls are doing- the girls from secondary school, and the girls from poly. When are you all getting up on the dais? I am so bored entertaining my life issues, that i think i need some motivation looking at the perfect picture of a bride and groom. Especially of someone i know. I keep going to my husband's friends' wedding. I wonder when MY friends turn will be.


Ok i gotta go.
Throat is thirsty. I shall get a drink and resume working.



Take care everybody!



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12:39 PM



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