
Hmmmmmmm?
I'm back.
:D
I know i keep disappearing and then appear, disappear and then appear again. Thousand apologies, but time just couldnt make it for me to sit down and type a proper entry. Geeesh. Now, i dont know if there's even any reader out there becoz the same boring page has been staring back for the past 2 months. Heh.
My apologies, again.
:)

I suddenly feel the urge to find the images of balloons, and this made me want to go for a balloon ride. Haha fara, ridiculous.
I am finally typing an entry with the luxury of time, while listening to my favourite songs. Now, suddenly this morning i felt the urge (i get many feeling of urges these days) to hear the songs which i selected to be played during my wedding day. From Kasih Kekasih (Solemnisation), to Insan Bernama Kekasih (Sanding) to Cahaya Cinta (Entrance) to Tercipta Untukku (Cake-cutting). It brings back the memories, and well....it feels nice. 8 months ago, wow. How time flies. Insya allah, 4 more months to a year...

Now, some may know, some may not know...i've been thinking and pondering whether i should broadcast this on my blog, but i feel the urge to (here goes my another urge)...thought i could get some blessings and prayers from my readers...and soothing words from friends (IF there is anyone reading this)...
I'm anticpating the next Big Day. Back then, i thought marriage/wedding was the biggest event in my life, but i think this upcoming one will be another Big Day i'm worried/anxious/kanchiong/stressed (dan yg lain2 yg sewaktu dgnnya)...
As i am typing this entry, the Little One is wriggling. Must be because of the position i am in (or maybe she likes my wedding songs too. hee). A few months before the Big Day, and tell me about it...i'm stressed. I can never be more stress than this...i think different ladies go through different experiences, and mine was different too..i cant think of anything else, except that to pray the Little One would be healthy and strong...even if there's new concerns that existed, Hanya Allah sahaja Yg Maha Mengetahui....as hubby would put it...redha dan tawakkal sentiasa....whatever the outcome is...

I'm playing nasyid songs, and she's wriggling again....heh. These days i'm learning to master the silent communication with her, and i still dont get it at times. I guess it takes time? :)
It has been a beneficial journey all this while..from learning about marriage life, relatives, family...and now on the journey of my own family...sometimes while on bus rides, i could feel her moving, and i couldnt help a drop of tear...how touched i am to have her...tho i do not know of the final outcome, i continue to pray hard that everything will turn out fine...
Pray for me, will you readers?
:)
Hubby's got a new place in a new job, and he's starting soon. Syukur alhamdulillah. Yesterday his batch of
I need a new pair of sandals or shoes (a BIG size) because my feet is getting swollen a lil bit. I cant fit in my existing shoes and sandals. I'm thinking of buying a new one later this evening, but i cant think of any shop that sells a shoe which would be ideal for working and my feet's condition. I might not go out at all then, and just simply wear slippers to work. Haahh.
Bro and sis-in-law just went back after delivering the Microwave Oven. They've decided to sell their 2-year oven to us for a cheap $50. Good bargain, so i definitely grab it. Since they are
Okay....this is a very long entry indeed.
I better stop now. I'm off to hack into hubby's facebook account to do some touches on his account. He has been bugging me to open up one account for him, because his new colleage ask him to. -rollseyess-
Take care people.
I shall try my best to update soonest.
sheeeesh.
signing off,
tata!

I wished my smile is as radiant as the yellow ball.
I've always felt that at the age of only 21, i've seen too many, encountered too many, and faced too many new things in life. The changes that happened has fold rapidly like a walking script. I wished, sometimes, i could be just like any other 21-year old ladies.
But then again. Everything happens for a reason.
And only Allah knows that.
There's akad nikah session later (relative's) to attend to, and i've not chosed the clothes for myself and hubby yet. Dad has been reminding to get ready before 2, and it's already 1.15 now. Hubby's not back from work, and i'm still blogging away. Sheesh.
All i want to do is slack on a lazy saturday afternoon.
Gotta get going.
See ya.

I haven been feeling good these days. The cartoon above describes just the way how i feel. But the hair's a bit uglier than mine tho.
The boss smsed in the morning and said..'dont push yourself too hard'. I hope i wont, anymore.
Taking a short nap soon.
Take care people.
[[ KUALA LUMPUR, 15 Februari 2009 ]]
Sesudah menjalani pembedahan bypass jantung, Jumaat lalu, ayah penyanyi terkenal Dato' Siti Nurhaliza, Tarudin Ismail, 67, telah menghembuskan nafas terakhir pada jam 11.50 pagi tadi (Ahad) di Hospital Ampang Puteri.
Allahyarham Tarudin, bekas anggota polis, meninggal dunia akibat serangan jantung serta komplikasi buah pinggang dan penyakit kencing manis.
[[ Siti terlalu hiba dan sayu ]]

Ketika ditemui di kediamannya di Bukit Antarabangsa, petang tadi Siti kelihatan terlalu hiba dan sayu dengan pemergian ayahnya kerana sikap Allahyarham sendiri yang sentiasa ceria, bersemangat dan berfikiran positif hinggalah ke saat-saat akhir sebelum beliau dibedah.
"Siti dan semua adik beradik sempat bertemu abah buat kali yang terakhir sebelum abah dibedah di Hospital Ampang Puteri, Jumaat malam lalu. Walaupun abah sakit, dia masih sempat berjenaka dan berbual seperti biasa dengan Siti. Dia berpesan supaya Siti jangan banyak sangat menangis.
"Siti tak sangka rupanya abah hendak pergi buat selama-lamanya. Siti redha dengan pemergian abah walaupun Siti telah kehilangan seorang abah yang tiada gantinya di dunia ini. Sekurang-kurangnya abah telah melihat kejayaan Siti dari mula hingga ke saat ini," kata Siti.
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I've been her fan since ages ago, back then when i was in Pri 3. I knew every of her songs, and i've always supported her. And i knew the closest family member to her has always been her beloved father. Even when she got married, she cried when she hugged her dad. The loss of a beloved family member will be something overwhelming, especially someone who is very very close to you......
Hanya Allah yg menentukan pemergian hamba-hambaNya.
i miss you, mak...
*pops balloon*
Gosh, i miss blogging!
It's been really super long. Its like almost an invisible hiatus going on. Heh. Really. Sorry readers, i've been toooooooo caught up with real world, that i forget on the virtual world. My laptop cover has started to get dusty and worst thing is that, it's stuck. As in, even with a tissue, the dust stays there, on the cover. See how dusty my 'internet' life is? Gee.
Work drains my out by 6pm or later, and all i want is rest once i reached home. What with the P1 Games day lah, Sports Carnival lah, Methodist Walk lah, Outdoor Education lah, the company Anniversary meetings lah, and etc etc etc....
Last week i relief a cooking class cca module with another teacher. No, i dont cook with them. I just assist the main teacher in-charge in classroom management. What happened was, i left the class for a while to help another group of pupils load some equipments. When i came back, i got to know that a boy has accidentally cut his finger with a knife. Bad news is the cut was real deep, and there was a big hole that separates the finger! Gosh, my heart was beating fast, if only i knew this is goin to happen i would have just stayed with the class. Man, i couldnt imagine the blood la. The other pupils were telling me images of what happened and they were all traumatised to continue the cooking class. Poor kids lor.
The poor boy was sent to the hospital, and underwent a surgery to stitch up the fingers. My teacher was in a major traumatised condition. She couldnt continue and concentrate at all, that i had to call the subject head to console her. Gosh. What an incident!
Haish.
Anyway, updates. Not much, but well. My longtime sch school buddy fadilla got engaged last february, and the wedding bells will be at the end of this year. So happy for her! :D It feels like just yesterday we were down the streets at Lot 1 and borrowing books at the library, and going through Red Cross camps, sharing our lil tiny secrets, taking neoprints and etc etc. Hahah.
How time flies ya? Suddenly u see the friends of your age getting engaged, talking about future plans, discussing about housing, sharing about family issues and so much and so forth. I read different blogs of some of my pri school friends, and about all 4 of them are already engaged, and discussion topic will somehow touch on more serious matters and what nots. Just waiting to hear news of my poly galfrens (any of them). Heheh. When will your turn be (you- READER)?
Gee. :)

It was the VP birthday and they had a mini celebration. All the general office people get the leftover ones, and i got one too. Heh. My table was in a messy state, so the aunty had no choice but to place the paper plate on my piles of paper. The texture of the desk cant be seen, because my piles of paper were all scattered around. Nowadays i had trouble finding the right document at the right time, because of this. :(
It was a gathering with the in-laws yesterday with the other uncles and aunties of hubby's side. Downtown east, sakura international buffet. It was refreshing to have some small talks with the aunties on some basic maternal issues, when it comes to the time. This was when the uncles went for their friday prayers, and the aunties start to share their different experiences. Heh. I guess that makes me an aunty too.
On the way back from Pasir Ris to my place, it was raining real heavy. The rain was BIG, HUGE, GIGANTIC. I've got a bad vocabulary, but basically it was raining heavily at PIE. I was with hubby on bike, and it was the scariest moment in my life. The road was somehow flooded a lil bit, and all the cars and vans and lorries were passing by us, splashing the water at us. I had trouble seeing through my helmet, i couldnt imagine how hubby managed to see with that kind of condition. We made it to our place tho, alhamdulillah. But we were totally drenched. Grrrr.
Anyhoos.
This is a bit of long entry dont you think so. Must be because of the longtime-never-blog syndrome. Heh.
Gotta get going. Take care people!
I remembered having blogging about Cucuku Sayang, 1st season back then. Think i was in NP that time round. Now it's the 2nd season. And i like the song this time round. Hubby keep humming to that song, and i am addicted to it as well. I told him, "Oh no wonder, coz it's my favourite hero, TAUFIK BATISAH..." What i got from him was a stare. Well, if he likes Wardina, i can like Taufik too..!
-evil smile-
Untukmu kasih,
I'll give the very best of me
Kau selalu membarakan semangatku
Untukmu kasih,
I'll be there when you're needing me
Biar hariku menentang waktu
Tetap kau suria hatiku
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Eh you know what! I got a news. Call me jakun, but there's a bird's nest hanging outside my house. Hanging at my lampu lap lip, to be exact. It's been there for almost a month. I've been witnessing the male bird flying thru and fro findin tweaks, strings and small little things to shape up the nest. So sweet, dont you think so. Kerja keras utk isteri... Kekeke. Now its all shape up, very solid. The female bird keeps flying in and out for a rest in there. Now, i'm anticipating for the egg! I wanna see the anak burung...
Snap a pic of it the other day, but i'm too lazy to upload now. Heh. The bird is cute and beautiful!
SubhanaALLAH. Ciptaan ALLAH tol tak?
:)
The other day i got a Hangbao from the school. Weeeheee. Shopping for a new helmet. Hubby's extra helmet is so teruk already, i cannot tahan the shape and the smell. HAHA. I wonder if there's any purple helmets...
My bertandang session is almost over. I got two more houses to go, but i dont think so we're planning to go out anymore. It's tiring. But it's fun! Coz we get goodies and prezzies, and cash. HAHA. Tak tau malu lah fara. But really, Alhamdullilah. Some were bedsheets, kains (can tailor for raya), soaps, and bags. The best was from my bro and sis-in-law. They made for me this picture of me and hubby inside a musical box, and plus some other small goodies. Niceee.
:)
Gotta get going, as i need to finish off my work. The living room is all spread out with my papers.
Take care peeps.
=)
Poor hubby, has been accompanying me from magrib just now. He's fallen asleep on the sofa, waiting for me. Grrr. Work is killing me!
I've got to reach sch
....
I hope i could have a rest this coming CNY. But somehow i have a feeling, work will still occupy most of the 'rest' at home.
Is it always like this, working in a school?
Recently they put me in the school's website team management. Interesting, but i know there's gonna be more tasks! Other than the CCAs.....
sigh...
Gotta run for the bed. My back's aching so so so so painful.
gd nite.
